1989 is for anxiety girlies who have a cup of coffee in one hand and other clutching onto sink saying it’s gonna be okay i will be the best it’s good it’s good i am good
Alley🌙
Patron saint of switchblade fights
Patron saint of switchblade fights
1989 is for anxiety girlies who have a cup of coffee in one hand and other clutching onto sink saying it’s gonna be okay i will be the best it’s good it’s good i am good
one of mcr’s earliest merch designs!
i talked about this forever ago, but its finally here! using pics from mcr’s merch website, i recreated one of their bullets merch items: a double sided switchblade pentagram hoodie! the designs are also available as a patches (1, 2), and can be printed on tees, tank tops, zip ups, or anything else if you dm me about it. everything is printed by me by hand!
get them from my shop vampcore_store on depop, my big cartel shop, or message me directly if those dont work for you :-)
If one more thing happens this week I’m going to start writing mcr lyrics on the inside cover of my sketchbook like I did when I was 14
I’ve been on my knees since I was 5
In the chapel,
in a bedroom,
in an alley late at night.
Always facing an inflated
godlike
version of some guy.
But as a girl you do what you need to survive.
You open wider, take the body.
Thank your father, you’ve been naughty.
2 Hail Marys, 20 lashings.
“I’ve been sent to punish you for daring to exist.
You will never know a love as meaningful as this.”
I’ve memorized
the lines
since I was 10.
From the Bible,
from the playbook,
from the magazines for men.
If you should mess it up, you’ll start again.
But, still, they only want
the women
they condemn.
I think that I’d have too much fun in hell.
With the pagans
and the hedonists
and sapphics there as well.
Purgatory seems the better fit
I can’t stand waiting in the corner,
but I do love being hit.
There’s not a torture you can prescribe
that I wouldn’t find
a way to like.
Every single second I’m alive
I’m sharpening an axe I’d like to grind.
“I was sent to punish you
for the way I was designed.
You will never know a love
that you fear more than mine.”
- “God Fear a Woman” 2023
Hello. Hi. I know you want new music.
I want you to know that I am hard at work. There were some restrictions I was under, for a lot longer than it seemed, but they are no longer in the way. I’m sure you can fill in the blanks.
I’m always writing aimlessly and lawlessly as you know. But “album mode” is a whole other arena and the games are just beginning. I am working on some of my favorite stuff I’ve ever conjured. Wild to think that it hasn’t even been 2 years since IICHLIWP! I know it feels like so much longer. It does to me too. But there were 2 years and 7 months between HFK and Manic and honestly I think it was worth it. The time I took. And the growth that got me from that album to the next.
Thank you for having the patience and the faith.
It will pay off in the long run.
This feels like my debut all over again, in some ways.
Your love and support have carried me through a time where I thought maybe I only had a few albums left in me, but I know now that there are so many more than I could have ever dreamed.
Anyways, I love you.
Down the rabbit hole I go 🕳️
See you soon.